일요일, 1월 29, 2006
CNY
To everyone reading this n all my friends n family..
新年快乐!!新年汪汪年!!HappIee chiNeSe neW yeaRrrrr~~ Decided to write my post in my favorite color today heh cos im in a nice mood. But the thought that i will be going pasir ris chalet to stay later abit dampens my mood slightly cos abit sian leh. But anyway, go there n rot might not be such a bad idea also. ;D Yosh~ let me insert some nice pics..
Heh abit nuts over him recently..n his good fren..wait ar i put his pic..

Hehz..郑元畅!! So cute..kk ending here le. My mum is nagging again~ hiaks..on such a nice cny 初一 somemore...*_*
또 울어버렸다.. @ 11:50 AM
목요일, 1월 26, 2006
jaejoong's bdae
First of all, the most important thing that has ever happened on this day exactly 2 decades ago..its jaejoong's birthday!!!
*hApPiE 20th BiRthDAe, KiM JaE JooNG!*생일 축하합니다, 김재중!!!
Hehe..*grins broadly* ^_^
Its the only thing that can cheer me up nowadaes. :D Jaejoong is so pretty i cant believe hes actually a guy..lol. If i had half his looks i think i would be contented enough. Seriously. I aint kidding k. Even if it sounds mushy i still wanna say it cos its his birthday today..if there was a poll to vote for the most beautiful pple in the world i think he will win it hands down, pants down, watever. Tsk tsk. Heh.
Im actually looking for pics where he wears this black rimmed glasses..cos i saw it on someone's blog but it cant be copied. Sad sia. Cos he looks unbelievable inside. Completely blew my mind away can. Haha..
Got teased before jap lect again over the same thing. Pple just seem to cant get enough of it. Hiaks. But nah im already attuned to it. Nothing to argue lor. But i will still be glad n thankful to u if u just let it pass. Imagine something being said to u like goodness knows how many times over n over, wun u be quite sian? I wun use irritated cos it sounds too harsh but still..u get my meaning la hor. Just pretend we are siblings or cousins la. Aiyo..so hard to imagine meh.
Had another thought suddenly. Some things wouldnt have been the same if some other things were different. Lol. Makes sense? Its ok. I wrote this down for myself anywae.
Ok, tired. Shall stop my entry for today. School is still sian n it hasnt turn better yet..
또 울어버렸다.. @ 8:47 PM
화요일, 1월 24, 2006
another boring dae..
Sigh..yet another boring day. Wouldnt say my jap tb was any good cos frankly, i was very sian throughout the whole 2 hrs. Pretty pissed off at myself actually. Cos i guess im still too dependent. Diaoz.
*takes a deep breath*
Its a bad habit, n i know it in my bones that i shouldnt grow too dependent on pple. But i just cant seem to help it. Without the pple i can rely on i just feel quite...
withdrawn. Ya, thats the correct word.
Withdrawn. In fact, i dread the fact that u have to know new pple all over again. Its a vicious cycle. N it makes u feel tired eventually cos somehow it aint exactly easy peasy to find the someone that u can click with. Its just well, difficult. Ok maybe for me, cos i admit im a introvert. So to the pple im already relying on (u know who u are), just leave me be..
i just want to be ur sticky glue..
Heh ok i think the previous sentence would have scared prospective erm targets away. Lol. I dun mean it in the ham way. Haha only 2 pple in this world will know what i mean..u know sometimes when u sit back n think about the words that u made up with ur close frens, i dunno why but somehow they never fail to bring a smile to my face. Heh..even with my bro we share some 'sibling-speak' (as opposed to twinspeak btw erm twins, duh.) which nobody else can understand except the 2 of us. N the thought that u share some special stuff with ur friends or family is a heartwarming feeling that at least someone in this world understands u.
*takes another deep breath*
Honestly, i wasnt quite in the happiest of moods today after jap tutorial. Felt lost as usual. But im crossing my fingers and hoping that it will get better. Was quite upset over something also but i guess it was just my personal instinct kicking in again so i must restrain myself. Some pple, they just dun appreciate having you around. So maybe i should just channel my energy n breath to pple who knows how to appreciate it better. It gets tiring u know. Nah, silly me how would u know. Its simply beyond ur dignity to know. Oh well.
I miss the feeling of being fussed over. Its an undescribable feeling when u mean alot to someone in this world.
I know there are some pple in this world who makes u upset. Budden again, there are always other pple who do silly things to make u happy again. Maybe i should stop lamenting n spend more of my time with these kind of pple. Suddenly remembered something someone once said to me.
'Make u happy again? that means i made u happy before n u wan me to make u happy again?..'But i guess i will never hear this again. Memories.
*takes yet another deep breath*
I need alot of self restraint.
Heh talking to my student again. This time on msn. N angel say we 姐弟恋。Lol. Abit farfetched lar. He's younger den me by 6 yrs leh. My limit is -1 +3. Means between 20 to 24. Max. =)
But hes cute lar. Haha. Die im getting abit paedophilic. Keke..kidding kidding. Anyway hes called shawn. Nice student of mine. I only hope that he can be more guai n do more maths~~ n stop bombarding me with gao yuanyuan. Lol. Ok, now he disappeared le.
Hiaks im ultra slacking..怎么办..its already 2 weeks plus since school started and im not even half in working mode. 完蛋了~~~~
또 울어버렸다.. @ 8:19 PM
월요일, 1월 23, 2006
jap 4
Yap, went for my first tutorial for jap this semester and what can i say 'cept to give myself a worthy pat on the back......for remembering my korean instead of my jap!! woah..kudos to myself. Lol. There was this slide which showed someone's funeral den i had to say because of something something den the person died blah blah blah. N i wanted to say grandfather but all i could think of at that moment was
haraboji. So i decided i would probably just remember
halmoni as well so i gave up n use はは instead. Hiaks. Im just glad i din say aniyo n ne in place of iie n hai..sigh i should really watch more jap drama instead of korean ones le lar.
But surprisingly my ta wasnt as bad as i thought, considering i had already 做最坏的打算 cos i wasnt taking it with kw or kayee. Ya, im a dependent creature. Heh. But tutorial can be quite dry without frens mah. Morever jap 4 tutorial is one that requires external help from neighbours when u
suay suay have to answer questions when u din even catch half of what the tutor was saying. That happens to me often k. Cos my listening quite bad.
Hmm..yesterday i was clearing up my room. Nothing much, just merely decided to seal up some memories which became a flop in the end. But still, i guess i wun seal them off entirely. 没那么伟大,没那么宽容,更没那么健忘。Nah, some things are meant to be remembered. If u had no memories i think ur life would just be a blank piece of canvas. Would anyone desire that? Shrugs. Maybe. But i rem angel telling me about humps in life. I want humps but if u ask me the cliche question about choosing a straight path or a winding one i would still go for the former. Why u may ask. The answer is simple: I m just too nua. So just give me a straight bumpy path. Period.
Lazy lazy lazy..
I keep asking my mum how did she give birth to such a nua daughter. Lol.
Tmr having tuition at 5-830. Sigh. Hafta get some bread or something or else i will really starve to death there. But for the first time ever, im not dreading it. Heh. If it was some other kid i would probably be quite sian over the timing. But this student of mine can click very well with me so its quite fun teaching him. Lol. I even look forward to each lesson k. Easy to teach n can crap during lesson. What more can i ask for. Haha..he's one of the few students that despite the age gap still got lotsa stuff to say one. Good good, i should have more of such students leh..can use msn n sms to talk one. But i just hope his mum will give me cny angpao next week~ hehz.
또 울어버렸다.. @ 7:35 PM
금요일, 1월 20, 2006
mike he
Heh i think my blog pic changes like every other day. But mike he junxiang is just too cute to be ignored!! Lol. He doesnt look a mike to me leh. N i just watched landy's zhu wo sheng ri kuai le mtv n mike looks like a superb kisser inside k. Heh. Even the people in the forum agreed with me. Yapz, so now im practically nuts n drool over korean n taiwan guys. N i decided to add mike's voice to my list of favourite voices despite the fact that the guy cant hold a tune to save his own life. =p Nah, his normal talking voice sounds static enough to me liao..haha. Especially when he sounds exasperated. Wow..
So cute so cute so cute..=)
Lalala..
In a nice mood today after going shopping with angel n buying hyesung's debut album. I waited ultra long for it k! N despite the hefty price tag i decided against all odds that no matter what, i had to own it. So tada..its now within my possession~ yippee..
Was it because the day started with a nice kick to it hence accounting for my joyous mood now? Hee..n this morn before my 8am lect i had a funny conversation with this cleaning auntie outside the LT. Talked to her for like 20 something mins in an attempt to kill time cos i was pretty early as usual den very sian. So talked alot of crap with her n i din know kw was behind. N the first thing he said after that was that issit the auntie asked me how come i never flush the toilet. Idiot.
Hmm juline is going to be late for salsa so i can still rot around abit before leaving. Please dun let me see any ah peks todae~~ *prays super duper hard*
N i just realised im seriously ill recently. Down with a syndrome called 'obsessive buying disorder' that compels me to buy any vcds that i can lay my hands on. But the syndrome is selective: the vcds of interest are usually only either korean or taiwanese n the male character must be goodlooking. Sharks, somebody save me from the clutches of this addictive syndrome before my bank account declares bankruptcy.
(NB: the owner of this blog doesnt use any vulgar language even if she was paid to do so. hence sharks actually means shucks. Ok, now i did it. But that was just for definition ya.)
또 울어버렸다.. @ 5:41 PM
목요일, 1월 19, 2006
Mice
Had a horrible prac today. Horrible in the sense that theres something that i just cant see eye to eye with. Ok fine, i understand why white mice are used for laboratory experiments, but i dun see why they have to be killed after that. Do they really live for the sole purpose of being used (to make it sound nicer, in the name of science)? Science, my foot.
Guffaws.
This is totally beyond animal rights. Somebody should lodge a complain with SPCA, AVA, the zoo whatever. Best if WWF knew. Or am i wrong n its a trade secret and in fact everybody uses white mice for their so called humane experiments? Again, humane my foot.
Human beings are selfish by nature. They think that just because they have a more developed mind (n mind u, i beg to differ) they possess the right to do as they wish regardless of what the animals may think. Do everyone think that way? Nope, im not that pessimistic enough cos i do believe that there are people out there who treat our four legged friends as equals. I just wish there were more people like that. More sane people with a sense of righteousness. Of cos, i wouldnt be speaking like this if animals knew and have the right sense of mind to sign a contract saying, 'ya, im dumb enuf to agree to ur stupid little experiment n pls exterminate me after it.'
Period. I would have nothing to argue if u let me see the contract. Preferably with the animal's name, contact number, address, date of birth, parents' names, age, sex, signature or pawprint (whichever applies) n ya i suppose u get my drift.
Convince me on why else i should abide by this dumb experiments otherwise. Cos i see absolutely no reason why i should, n why should anyone else in fact.
Since we dun allow euthanasia for humans, why extermination for lab mice when they serve no more purpose? I see alot of useless humans around too. Can i suggest doing the same thing to them? Surely, its for their own sake that they be rid of the burdens of this world. They might even turn around and thank you, u know.
Im just pissed off why they have to be killed. They werent born n reared just to be injected by students one day and end their lives after that. They deserve better.
또 울어버렸다.. @ 7:59 PM
수요일, 1월 18, 2006
Devil beside u
Hmm currently watching devil beside you now n im up til the 8th episode! Heh. Nice show..as what angel predicted, i do like the show. Its considered one of the better ones i watch le, especially in terms of acting. Cos for once, i din hate rainie yang. Haha its a feat k. Her character in the show is surprisingly quite adorable, but maybe its because im too engrossed looking at the guy so din notice her presence much. =p
贺军翔 is super goodlooking k~~ hehz. I think im going nuts recently. So many cute guys around, n i dun mean in singapore. So in short, this country lacks pretty boys. Lol. Ok fine, to be more exact, this country lacks those that i like. Heh. Ry was still asking me that day why singapore guys cant be like korean guys. Or did i read tt somewhere? Cant rem le. Den we concluded that it must be in the genes. Hiaks..
N i wan rainie's hair in the show!! Super nice..its the kind that i wish i had. Nice fringe too. Hmm but what i like most about the show was 贺军翔's character. Abit overbearing i admit, but he was always surprising the ger with kisses n hugs. Nah, im not a despo but dun u find it sweet..
*grins*
Haha i getting abit flower-eat already. *^_^*
But i just cant help falling in love with fairytale like stories. So just let me ba. Heh. As i said, its just a phrase, i mean phase that will fade with age. Wa i really think my angmo is deterioriating. But nobody believes i gt A2 for gp by pure stroke of luck. Sigh. Look at my blog n u will know le. N the fact that the chance of me clicking with an english speaking person is like only a mere 10% only goes further to conclude that my angmo is really cmi. Cos i cant even hold a proper conversation in eng without peppering it with some chinese. So dun ask me how i go thru my tuitions. I use alot of effort one hor. Heh ok offhand i suddenly thot of somebody whose angmo n chinese are both worse den mine. Lol.
Lemme have a sweet sweet dream tonight ba..*crosses finger*
또 울어버렸다.. @ 10:15 PM
화요일, 1월 17, 2006
Lousy tut slots
Sigh..i din get 2 of my tut slots after all. One for jap n one for bahasa. Why?? Fine. It aint easy bidding for 6 tutorials at the same time k. N one lucky thing is that at least i got the tut slots i wan to take with pple. But still..the 2 that i din get has lousy slots left.
Sad sad sad..
Heh ok at least i heard a piece of good news todae. =) Ok consider that 2 cos i found a sponser for my birthday oven!! Haha. Kw agreed to be my sponser. Lol. Dunno bluff anot cos he always fu yan me only. My oven costs 88 bucks but i think can get discount cos its my mum's fren's shop. Den shun bian ask him help me carry home. Heh free labour.
Hiaks i think my patience has fused finally. I cant stand my internet connection!!! stupid wireless. so lousy. i think i really absolutely definitely must go n do something to my wireless cos at the rate its going i think i will flare up one day.
또 울어버렸다.. @ 10:32 PM
월요일, 1월 16, 2006
jaejoong..
Heh ok im still in a major jaejoong-obsessed state. Lol. Oh 贺军翔 is the newest member to my pretty boys list. Haha ok i think i have a pretty long list (ignore the pun) by now n more than half is korean ba. Anyway jaejoong's birthday is coming soon! Its on the 26th of jan. N he's 2 years younger den me. If my dear sis (as in my mei) saw this, she will definitely sae im a paedophile again when obviously she's the one. It runs in the family huh. =p
Hmm todae had my first prac of the sem. Kinda boring though..n before that i also received a most unusual apology. Heh. Unusual in the sense that i din expect it and also it doesnt make much sense. But nah its ok. I accept lor. Angel n sylvia said i had a high tolerance level today. Its a nicer way of saying that im bochup..heh no la im not saying its a bad thing or wat cos i saw that alot of times in my jc autograph book before le. I also dunno why leh. As in i dunno why 80% of the time i dun really bother too much. Esp towards pple i know. Unless sae i really dislike them immensely (i dun think there are more than 10 pple since pri sch til now) den of cos i wun talk to them at all. Everyone else falls in the acceptable category. Heh in zw's words, im easygoing. In my mei's words, im shui bian. Lydat good mah..im goodnatured k. =) I dun ignite easily cos im not flammable. Haha kk im crapping.
I finally found the korean show i wanted for so long todae!! So happie..cos it's quite old liao so i have been hunting for it for eons..yay~ Den i also bought the career guide at popular. Hmm just see if there's anything that interests me lor..my dream job is eluding me u know. N i actually saw patissier inside..heh hinthint ry..
Chinese new year is coming~ cant deny that i like it for the red packets..its cold hard cash k? heh ok i sound so desperate for money. But right now im saving up for my oven. Anybody wanna contribute to my oven fund? I can treat it as an early birthday present u know...hehz.
또 울어버렸다.. @ 9:53 PM
목요일, 1월 12, 2006
TVXQ

Heh ok im getting way too obsessed with jae joong recently. But i cant help it cos he's waaaaay too good looking. Haha..n i stumbled upon this ger's
blog which couldnt help but attract my attention. Cos there is so much TVXQ there! Yaps TVXQ is the official english name for dong bang shin ki but i also dunno why the name. Wait til i find out first ba.
Hmm i seem to see quite a few reviews saying that TVXQ reminded them of H.O.T. But much as i like TVXQ, i far from agree with that though cos H.O.T achieved something that i think no boyband will ever attain. Yes, even Shinhwa. I think to many of their fans, H.O.T was a legend and pure history. N i still blame lee soo man for causing their breakup but surprisingly, S.M is still around lor. N they actually managed to come up with TVXQ. Hiaks so its just a vicious cycle. Lets just hope TVXQ will receive better treatment den their precedessors.
I wanna change blogskin!! sigh, double sigh n triple sigh. Got the heart n the mind n just not the patience. Where did my inner little miss patience go? Cos i wanna be ambitious and do a website too..if only~
But i still wanna do a website n dedicate to my love for korea..
If only~
Some idiot asked me a stupid qn todae so as to let me giv up my jap. Lol. I was pretty amused. But even if i did, i also cant possibly know if things will go the way we want mah.
Sian..rainy days never fail to dampen my mood. N today's jap lect was equally bad. I have a premonition that i will do badly for it cos my interest in jap had dropped to a dangerously low level recently. Die lah..how..anyway i shouldnt say recently. I shld sae all this while..lol ok this doesnt help.
Lemme dream of jae joong...=)
또 울어버렸다.. @ 10:18 PM
수요일, 1월 11, 2006
A test
Emo Kid You are 0% Rational, 0% Extroverted, 14% Brutal, and 0% Arrogant. |
| You are the Emo Kid, best described as a quiet pussy! You tend to be an intuitive rather than a logical thinker, meaning you rely more on your feelings than your thoughts. Not only that, but you are introverted, gentle, and rather humble. You embody all the traits of the perfect emo kid. You are a push-over, an emotional thinker, gentle to the extent of absurdity, and so humble that it even makes Jesus puke. (And Jesus almost never pukes, being immortal and not requiring an act of puke to dispell toxins from his corporeal manifestation.) If you write poetry, you no doubt write angsty, syrupy lines about depression, sadness, and other such redundant states of emo-being that go something like this: life is a spike / upon which i have impaled mysefl / fuck you dad So, your personality is defective because you are too gentle, rather underconfident in yourself, decidely lacking in any rational thought, and also a bit too inhibited. Plus, your poetry really upsets your father. I probably made you cry, didn't I? Fucking Emo Kid. To put it less negatively: 1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational. 2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted. 3. You are more GENTLE than brutal. 4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant. The Personality Defect Test http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=4741219933576750506
Hmm ok pardon the blunt language cos i just copied n paste only..guess im still a more irrational person. |
또 울어버렸다.. @ 9:13 PM
화요일, 1월 10, 2006
Rainy days
Hmm..it seems to be raining everyday recently. Heh ok i cant complain too much cos i m the one who likes Rain. Ohya thanks ry..for leaving me rain~ lol. But i like hyun bin n jang hyuk too..heh we share share k? =p As for kim rae won, u can have him..haha. He's one of the few rare korean actors that i din like after watching his dramas. Erm in terms of age i think he shld be the youngest though. Cos i dun like old men..ehh with the exception of bae yong jun. So jang dong gun, lee byong hun, song seung hun etc are all out. So in conclusion, i also dunno why i dun like KRW. Heh its an unsolved mystery. Lol.
Okie now a pic of my latest rave.. dong bang shin ki!

Heh i think angel can tell who i like at one glance. Anyway i like 2 of them..n the one i like the most actually won the best looking award for SM's 22nd talent search. N he's the main vocal again! So happy..somehow the member i like the most is always the main vocalist. Just like kangta n hyesung. But now i think most korean bands are veering towards all members being vocals rather than just having 1 main n 1 supporting then the rest as lead raps. Which is better also lah cos or else always depend on the lead vocal also not very good. Just like Energy. If Ah-di left den i think they cant form a band anymore liao.
Ok close up of the 2 i like..

N finally the one i like most..his screen name is hero..but actual name is kim jae joong..ok i know alot of pple will definitely say one thing. That he looks like a ger..lol i can already predict that. But i still think he looks super chio..haha weird description for a guy. But alot of korean n jap guys give me that kind of impression. N they are the ones that i like. Heh.

Wanna change my blog pic to jae joong's one but think i will do that another time ba. Ok time to answer angel's qns.
THREE NAMES I GO BY: weebee, weimei, beebee(dun ask me if i like tt name)
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD: angelmint, angelmint, angelmint (i dun think i ever changed it)
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS I LIKE ABT MYSELF: no comments
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: too many to list
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: growing old, losing pple around me, pimples (lol tt sounds abit insignificant but i cant think of anything la)
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: hp, money, contact lens
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW: clothes, earrings, bracelet
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS: (finally my fav qn so kindly allow me to write more than the 3..heh) Shinhwa, H.O.T, fly to the sky, dong bang shin ki, 5566, buzz, kinki kids, typhoon...wld have written f4 as well if u asked me this 3 yrs ago. But that is already history..ohya this reminds me that i wanted to blog abt boybands one. Maybe i will do that in my next entry.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS: 零 by 柯有伦, 祝我生日快乐 by 温岚, any korean song by shinhwa n h.o.t
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP: love, hugs, time
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order): i love horror shows, im bi, i love korea (lol..not v hard to determine which is the truth rt)
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU: long fringe ( i just love to see guys w long fringe so dun ask me y), body build, babyface! (n i also wan to add, pref look chio one =p)
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: anything to do with my korean stuff like listening to kpop, watching k drama n everything along tt line la, my salsa, slacking
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW: iceskate, buy my shinhwa cd, buy my oven
THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING/YOU’VE CONSIDERED: heh this qn is simple. Any occupation to do with animals, dance or korea. (life sci is super out)
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION: Another no brainer qn, if u know me well enuf. Korea, japan n taiwan.
THREE KID NAMES YOU LIKE: heh angel din fill in..if i had a boy he will be called jiajun. 嘉俊 (not 家 hor) den eng name let his father think. if i had a ger she will be called lavender den chi name let her father think. lol. but i quite like 嘉熙。
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: get married to the person i want, go korea n see the pple i want, own many many pets
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY: i shake my leg (alot), i like to place my legs on the table, i like breakdance (does tt count?)
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL: i cry, i want to have someone to hug, i love animals n stuffed toys
THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW: dummy, moron n kayee
Yay done..now i can continue watching my k drama liao..
또 울어버렸다.. @ 4:39 PM
토요일, 1월 07, 2006
I still feel sad
Honestly, i cant seem to lift my spirits up. I dunno why i feel so sad over something that would otherwise seem insignificant if it happened to someone else. I know i would feel nonchalent if it din happen this way. N i have an extremely silly thought. So absurd that i think pple will laugh if i told them. At least i know that i will dismiss it as a joke if my friend told me. So, in short, i cant believe myself. Trust me, its damn stupid.
I wish everything will turn out the way i want it to be after i wake up tomorrow. Will it? I hope so. Really really really hope so..
N i still cant believe that such a thing will actually affect me so much. I really regret not treasuring the chance i had. Twice. I must be inflicted with severe brain damage to do that.
Sad sad sad..
I am still on the search for what i set out to seek. Please let me find it soon before i get lost.
또 울어버렸다.. @ 10:37 PM
sad day
Hmm feeling a tad down now. But nah dun ask me the reason why cos i dun intend on saying. I just hope that everything will turn out right in the end. *says a little prayer*
Just now a birdie perched itself on my window frame. Heh so cute. I wanted to let it in but i doubt it will listen to me so in the end i just left it there lor..n it flew away after the rain stopped. =) poor birdie must be feeling cold.
世界上没有比放弃还容易的事,但放弃了你就会开心吗?
This line came from a korean show that i watched. Sounds simple enuff to anyone but u cant deny, u must have thought of giving up at some point of your life. But quite on the contrary, i feel that giving up is also equally, if not more difficult. Most people will agree and say that, ya especially in relationships. Of cos, i do not argue with that cos that seems to be the case but surely, there are more important things in life besides love. Do people really come into this world just to find the Right One? Maybe i sound bitter but im not saying this just merely because of sour grapes. Its just funny to see why people place so much emphasis on something that is intangible. Cos to me, everlasting love only happens in reel life. N no, i do not come from a single parent family. But its a fact that people do change over time. No?
I still miss shinwa. I think one of the things i regret most is not going for their concert that time when they came to singapore. Stupid dumby me. I even missed kangta when he came for the
mtv@sia awards. Double sigh. I must have been out of my mind to miss both.
Ohya any suggestions on where i shld host my audio files? Cos angelfire n graffiti both like doesnt work for me..
또 울어버렸다.. @ 3:11 PM
금요일, 1월 06, 2006
Korea
Hmm i was staring at my windows media player just now looking at dong bang shin ki 's mtv n i still cannot figure out why im so mad about anything korean. What issit about korea that intrigues me so much huh. Weird. Or do i just have a soft spot for boybands? Maybe ba..heh cos i seem to like dong bang shin ki n buzz now too. Lol think im all alone in this. When will i ever find a friend who really shares my interest..sad hor..why dun have one..=(
But nah its ok..算一算 i think my obsession with korea is alreade 5 years old le. Heh. Not bad not bad..considering im a 3 mins hot person..so proud of myself siah. Haha. Even listening to korean guys' voices i also think its very nice leh. Esp BYJ, bi, kim jae won, hyesung n kangta's voices..they have this charm to their voice which i dunno how to describe in words. Other den that non korean pple whom i think have nice voices i can only think of is only renfu now lor. Heh ok i shall not be a sexist..i also like korean gers la. Like jang nara (hw can i not like myself..=p), song hae gyo, jeon ji hyun, kim tae hee, n of cos my latest addition..kim jung hwa. heh. Think still got other gers that i like but lazy to write down. Anyway i think kim jung hwa is very pretty..think i first saw her in glass slippers den now im watching this show called something 1% which she's e main character. So cute..the guy also not bad. Got the babyface. just like bi! hehe.
N i realise alot of korean stars are learning jap nowadaes..boa, se7en, even dong bang shin ki are learning lor. Ok, another reason that makes me want to continue my jap. Lol. I was telling zw that if got korean in nus den i will surely get A++++..but sad to say..dun have. Hiaks..
Anyway i miss shinhwa! cos the super rookie show reminds me of eric..
또 울어버렸다.. @ 3:26 PM
수요일, 1월 04, 2006
Lazyy
Hiaks im back to my nua state again cos its only less den a week left to school. Sad sad sad..haha no lah its not that sad to start school actually. Its the thought that time passes so fast that is depressing. I need more tyramine..heh. Comes from chocolate, wine n cheese right..lol so my memory aint that bad afterall. Frankly i kinda like pharmacology..if only i had gone into pharmacy last time..but lets just let bygones be bygones lah. No point thinking about all this now. If i had a choice, i would have definitely gone into veterinarian studies loh. Now im still on the search for my ambition. Heh abit too old to be doing that though..
Hmm come fridae n it will be 2 weeks without my salsa le. Think me n juline might have forgotten most of the steps already. heh. But i still think any form of social dance is fun. Ok, i think all kinds of dance are fun, err save for line dancing n any ah ma inclined dance lah. Feel like going for adult ballet too..can improve posture n elegance mah. N be more flexible too. Den wun get osteoporosis. Haha ok im crapping cos that sounds abit far fetched.
Does anyone wants to teach me piano?? Die lah i anything also wanna learn..really leh. Name me something i wouldnt want to learn..n i dun mean weird stuff like tamil thankew..(sorry no racism intended)
또 울어버렸다.. @ 10:17 AM
일요일, 1월 01, 2006
2006
Its finally 2006..hmm reminds me of the movie 2006. Heh anyway, heres wishing everyone reading this a happie new year~ *beams* *^_^*
Oops i got a memory lapse again. Cant rem what i wanna blog about leh. Ehh..never mind. Oh i just added one more blog to my collection. So its 7 blogs!! heh i very wu liao..so many. But its a form of keepin in contact with my frens mah. Since i dun see them often which reminds me that i have another fren that i wanna share a blog with too..
Had a recurring dream yesterday. There are actually 2 dreams that somehow keep replaying on n off..which i dunno why also. But i still love my dreams lah. The more morbid the better. Haha..my 2 piggies say i got something wrong. But its interesting mah. Since u cant act them out in reality (at least for most of the dreams) u can only fulfil them in ur dreams. So its sorta an outlet for ur erm fantasies. Ehh dun misinterpret the word thankew. Not THAT kind of fantasies hor.
Ohh met up with my sec clique on thur for our belated xmas dinner. Saw chris, xj, kt, hy n ng..whom i have not seen for quite some time except for ng lah. Had fun with them at Fish n Co where xj 'forced' us to play some funny games. Lol. Especially the mao mao game..that was really funny. Heh. Den after that i left for ry's house to spend the night. Erm the most memorable thing that night was the fact that i only slept 1.5 hrs!!! Haha. Mad..break my own record le. The latest i ever slept was about 3 sth or 4am that time during ng's bdae when we were playing mj til late in the night (or shld i say early morn). In the end i slept at 530 over at ry's house n woke up at 7 plus..n i wasnt very sleepy after that. SO proud of myself haha. Even had the energy to go ecp to cycle n to shop at ang mo kio with zw before going home at about 7. The urge to hit the pillows only came after i bathed n i fell asleep halfwae while watching my vcd..abit slow..heh. If my mum knew i bet she will be screaming her head off and banning me from staying out ever again..ssshhh..
Hmm later going some changi village hotel or resort or whatever to stay. Ehh my mum's idea lah. Maybe can spot some transvestites or even ghosts. Lol. thot changi is famous for that two?? =p
Round 1a over le..now waiting for round 2a..hopefully me, kayee n kw can get our jap4~~ n kit yi, ng n me can get bahasa indo~~
또 울어버렸다.. @ 9:59 AM